The Outcome
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Well I had the appointment today to get those lumps assessed..
Firstly, I had a shit of a day. Morning started out very tense and nervous, needing to know whats going on with my body and what it means I will need to endure. 2 exams.. I wasn't sure I had the knowledge for but ended up acing them so that was a bonus. Then when leaving work I had realized I left the scans at home I needed for the appointment, a 1 hour round trip.. not going to happen if I want to make it on time and needed a blood test I had forgotten to have the day before. The last week has been a total right off, no forward thinking at all on my part.
I broke down once the pathologist screwed me over, I rang Peta to help me out, she went back to Ipswich and got the scans and delivered them to me and I eventually got the blood test done and waited 2 and a half hours for the doctor to call us in.
So it was time to find out what my life will endure now. Well, once everything was explained to him his response was to just watch the lumps until January when my next maintenance chemo is. I'm not sure to be relieved or still anxious. But the doctor left me with this.. Just put it in the back of your mind and have a merry xmas and we will examine them again in January but if any other lumps arise come straight in...
So that's where I am! Still lost...
Firstly, I had a shit of a day. Morning started out very tense and nervous, needing to know whats going on with my body and what it means I will need to endure. 2 exams.. I wasn't sure I had the knowledge for but ended up acing them so that was a bonus. Then when leaving work I had realized I left the scans at home I needed for the appointment, a 1 hour round trip.. not going to happen if I want to make it on time and needed a blood test I had forgotten to have the day before. The last week has been a total right off, no forward thinking at all on my part.
I broke down once the pathologist screwed me over, I rang Peta to help me out, she went back to Ipswich and got the scans and delivered them to me and I eventually got the blood test done and waited 2 and a half hours for the doctor to call us in.
So it was time to find out what my life will endure now. Well, once everything was explained to him his response was to just watch the lumps until January when my next maintenance chemo is. I'm not sure to be relieved or still anxious. But the doctor left me with this.. Just put it in the back of your mind and have a merry xmas and we will examine them again in January but if any other lumps arise come straight in...
So that's where I am! Still lost...
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